Today is Officially the Worst Day Ever

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1) It's Valentines Day......
Dont get me wrong, I love love stories and couples and crap like that, but not when it's amplified on one day... (Especially since love is something I'll probably never really experience)

2) Seeing everyone have someone to love makes me bitter and sad.
Getting valentines from my friends makes it worst for me... My friend gave me a fake rose, but honestly, on all days that I would accept this, on this day I find it hard to accept anything from my friends.

3) (STUPID IDIOTIC REASON) Today, I saw that my crush (Someone I can never seem to get over) un-friended me on Facebook.
I dont know when he did it, but the rejection is poison from a snake, creeping it's way to my heart, slowly killing me.

These three things combined on one day.... It makes me so depressed. When I started the day today, I was only a little bitter because it was Valentines Day, but then seeing everyone all lovey and getting chocolates, and receiving roses, it only made it harder to be a little happy. At the end of the school day, I was just okay, a little saddened but okay. I couldnt help but look over at him, seeing him talking and being happy was such a joy... but as soon as I got home, I just saw he wasnt my friend anymore. I know that it's such a stupid reason to be sad, but since I'm sensitive, my feelings for him were amplified. So seeing this, it just killed me. It shouldnt hurt, but it's hurts me so bad.... I've just been feeling down since. I fear I'll cry when I see him at lunch or after school tomorrow. (I just see him around, I dont go up to him) We used to be good friends, but I had to be an idiot and tell him that I liked him. I ruined everything... Why am I an idiot? Why do I have to like him?

I'm sorry if I brought you down with my sad-ness, I just thought I'd tell you in case I dont get on the next few days because of that pain.....
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TheSword-TheFaith's avatar
BRANDY BABY.
You will find love, dude.
High school guys want a girl based on how far their tits droop from their shirt, don't worry about love and boys in high school, they suck.

BRANDY I'M SO SORRY, DUDE. DID SEEING ME AND MINE TOGETHER MAKE IT WORSE? I am so sorry!