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1) It's Valentines Day......
Dont get me wrong, I love love stories and couples and crap like that, but not when it's amplified on one day... (Especially since love is something I'll probably never really experience)
2) Seeing everyone have someone to love makes me bitter and sad.
Getting valentines from my friends makes it worst for me... My friend gave me a fake rose, but honestly, on all days that I would accept this, on this day I find it hard to accept anything from my friends.
3) (STUPID IDIOTIC REASON) Today, I saw that my crush (Someone I can never seem to get over) un-friended me on Facebook.
I dont know when he did it, but the rejection is poison from a snake, creeping it's way to my heart, slowly killing me.
These three things combined on one day.... It makes me so depressed. When I started the day today, I was only a little bitter because it was Valentines Day, but then seeing everyone all lovey and getting chocolates, and receiving roses, it only made it harder to be a little happy. At the end of the school day, I was just okay, a little saddened but okay. I couldnt help but look over at him, seeing him talking and being happy was such a joy... but as soon as I got home, I just saw he wasnt my friend anymore. I know that it's such a stupid reason to be sad, but since I'm sensitive, my feelings for him were amplified. So seeing this, it just killed me. It shouldnt hurt, but it's hurts me so bad.... I've just been feeling down since. I fear I'll cry when I see him at lunch or after school tomorrow. (I just see him around, I dont go up to him) We used to be good friends, but I had to be an idiot and tell him that I liked him. I ruined everything... Why am I an idiot? Why do I have to like him?
I'm sorry if I brought you down with my sad-ness, I just thought I'd tell you in case I dont get on the next few days because of that pain.....
Dont get me wrong, I love love stories and couples and crap like that, but not when it's amplified on one day... (Especially since love is something I'll probably never really experience)
2) Seeing everyone have someone to love makes me bitter and sad.
Getting valentines from my friends makes it worst for me... My friend gave me a fake rose, but honestly, on all days that I would accept this, on this day I find it hard to accept anything from my friends.
3) (STUPID IDIOTIC REASON) Today, I saw that my crush (Someone I can never seem to get over) un-friended me on Facebook.
I dont know when he did it, but the rejection is poison from a snake, creeping it's way to my heart, slowly killing me.
These three things combined on one day.... It makes me so depressed. When I started the day today, I was only a little bitter because it was Valentines Day, but then seeing everyone all lovey and getting chocolates, and receiving roses, it only made it harder to be a little happy. At the end of the school day, I was just okay, a little saddened but okay. I couldnt help but look over at him, seeing him talking and being happy was such a joy... but as soon as I got home, I just saw he wasnt my friend anymore. I know that it's such a stupid reason to be sad, but since I'm sensitive, my feelings for him were amplified. So seeing this, it just killed me. It shouldnt hurt, but it's hurts me so bad.... I've just been feeling down since. I fear I'll cry when I see him at lunch or after school tomorrow. (I just see him around, I dont go up to him) We used to be good friends, but I had to be an idiot and tell him that I liked him. I ruined everything... Why am I an idiot? Why do I have to like him?
I'm sorry if I brought you down with my sad-ness, I just thought I'd tell you in case I dont get on the next few days because of that pain.....
Wow, it has been a long time...
Hey everyone!
It has been 2 years since I was last on here, but it seems like it has been an eternity. Forgive me everyone, I left you all with a cliff hanger in chapter six of A Sweet Reality, I feel the pain. I really did get consumed by work and life. School kept me very occupied, and when it wasn't school, it was work, I had a job surprisingly, or it was friends asking me to do stuff and hang out, but as it is my last year of high school, I have become a bit less occupied by school work, and, because I moved and changed schools, I have no friends really, so, been kind of bored by life.
I make no promises on completing the next c
I'm sorry!
Sorry I've been gone guys, I've just been trying to focus on school, which has been working, I have the these grades: Geometry: C
Spanish: A-
AVID: B
English: A
History: A
So things are going good, and I'm glad that I came on to check out somethings, unfortunatly, I'm not gonna reply to your messages at the moment, 1) I'm at school, and shouldnt be on here, 2) I'm lazy.
But I'll update soon guys! I just wanted to give everyone a headsup on why i have not been on at all! I'll be on some other time okay? :D Promise!! The stories will come up!
I is tagged! .-.
I was tagged by: !smoshiansonica (https://www.deviantart.com/smoshiansonica)
DA RULES:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create 10 new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons in your journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged him/her.
5. No tag backs.
6. No 'nonsense' in the tagging section about "You are tagged if you're reading this." You legitimately have to tag 10 people!
7. Tell the person who tagged you if you did it.
Teh questions I must answer!!!
1)Smosh, PewDiePie, or Shane Dawson??
Smosh all the way!! Although I love Pew
Good News and Life Update! :D
Why hello there.
I have news for all you beautiful people :3
I am on page 3 of A Sweet Reality chapter six! :D I know it's not that big, but it's amazing! I shall have it done (Hopefully) by the end of this week! x3
While I am here, might as well tell you about what's been happening in life!
First off, school is doing okay and will end on June 6th!
Excited for that!!!! ~excitedplz (https://www.deviantart.com/excitedplz) My grades are better than the last time I was on here, which is a great improvement!
This saturday, I am going to go to SILVERWOOD!!!!!
So, I dont think you can tell, but I'm really excited..... Anyways, if you dont know what Silverwood is, it's a theme
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BRANDY BABY.
You will find love, dude.
High school guys want a girl based on how far their tits droop from their shirt, don't worry about love and boys in high school, they suck.
BRANDY I'M SO SORRY, DUDE. DID SEEING ME AND MINE TOGETHER MAKE IT WORSE? I am so sorry!
You will find love, dude.
High school guys want a girl based on how far their tits droop from their shirt, don't worry about love and boys in high school, they suck.
BRANDY I'M SO SORRY, DUDE. DID SEEING ME AND MINE TOGETHER MAKE IT WORSE? I am so sorry!